Stop

I will stop posting in this blog

On 7 December, 2006

we promise each other

we will share everything with each other

no matter how small it is

or how big it is

Within these 3 years

I didn't tell you my thoughts

which made us fight

I told you

Because I'm scare to tell you about my feelings

I think you will be mad

then you told me

You rather want me mad?

or make our relationship worse?

Everytime i remind myself to let you know everything

We tried so many ways to keep each other know about our thoughts

We used xanga, which is not successful

In between, we used paper/talk/sms/or others

Three months ago, we use this blog

Today

You told me

You have something unhappy about me in your heart

You don't want to share with me

because you think this will affect my schoolwork

Then you said Im forcing you

Today 10 March 2010

I understand how you would like our relationship to be

If you think this will make us better

Then just do it

I will keep my feelings and thoughts in my heart

if i think it is not good for you to know about it